lullaby?
2003-03-13 at 4:53 p.m.

paranoid = me

haha see i proved it.

wed was ... erm ... i dunno.

yea i stayed home, den yea yea it's fine.

i watched finished watching mvp. nice.

went to sch today.

okie nothing much interesting. kurt gave me a candle which he wanted to give me yest but i wasn't there, and he came to sch today cos i asked him to.

haha i mean okie la tt few of st pat guys are lame but i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover.

kurt and ken are nice la. i dunno about jamie cos i dun really tok to him.

he got me into a poetry mood which i haven't been for a long time haha.

aniway something which i took from somewhere:

No matter how hard I tried to articulate my rage and hurt into words

I cannot forget easily

I languish at the words as I stare at the boxes in the hallway

quite sad don't you think.

talking about poetry i actually took a lullaby to do some sort of analysis cos i think the lullaby's too amusing, ironic and sadistic! it goes:

Hush little baby, don't say a word

Mama's gona buy you a mocking bird

& if that mocking bird don't sing

-> mocking birds don't sing, they mock!

Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring

& if that diamond ring turns brass

-> are you trying to choke the baby with that? and pls of cos it will turn brass with the baby's saliva dripping on it

Mama's gona buy you a looking glass

& if that looking glass gets broken

-> man what is a baby doing with glass in the 1st place?!

Mama's gona buy you a billy goat

& if that billy goat don't pull

-> what the heck are you trying to pull?

Mama's gona buy you a cart and a bull

& if that cart and bull turns over

-> i'm beginning to suspect that you are singing a nightmare to the baby

Mama's gona buy you a doggy named Rover

& if that doggy named Rover don't bark

-> excuse me, it's not supposed to bark in a lullaby!

Mama's gona buy you a horse and a cart

& if that horse and that cart fall down

You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town

-> by this time i think the baby's dead.

and it's so ironic that it is still the "sweetest little baby".

ok fine i'm lame.