out of comfort zone
2003-04-15 at 1:58 p.m.

finally moved over to joyce's house.

really grateful and appreciative of her and her family for keeping me.

will be hanging around for 2-3 weeks before i move in with either my parents or bro.

i really admire those foreigners who come over to work or study.

cause you have to be independant and adaptive once you are out of your comfort zone.

begin to appreciate home now. clementi's a hub and i guess home is always the best.

home sweet home.

you know what, i just have this feeling that i don't deserve the goods things that i have or going to have.

like i'm not good enough or something

i dunno how to explain this feeling

and i can't be bothered to cause i don't think anyone will understand.

maybe i'm just too hard on myself?

yea there's mass com interview tomorrow.

and i need to get a job.

pray hard ...