there's just too much that time cannot erase
2004-03-05 at 2:51 p.m.

wo dui ta you zhong heng qi guai de gan gue

wo yin gai heng qi ta de ke shi you qi bu liao

zhi xiang zai ta pang bian kan kan ta zai zuo she me

ke shi wo zhi dao wo bu neng zai gua nian ta le

slept early the past few nites

early in the morning.

been tokking

everything changed

when the truth is out

who says knowing the truth

will set u free?

remorse

guilt

but at the same time

happiness

love

denial.

suffocation.

lost.

searching

but by the wrong way

let go

let God

ke shi wo yi jing wu fa sou hui

dui ta de guan xin

wo zhen de hao xiang hao xiang yi bei zi dou rang ta yi lai wo

yong yuan bu li kai

ke xi zhe ke chen mo

xian zai dou bi xu jiang ta sou qi lai le

hao hao chang zai wo nei xin de mo yi ge jiao luo

dun wan to hurt anyone, including myself

but the sense of wanting to do the right thing is so strong

that it's not possible anymore.