Sleeping Beauty? Beauty n the Beast? X INNER BEAUTY
2004-02-02 at 7:10 p.m.

this time it's worst? 13 days?

dun blame me.. i really hav lotsa things to do..

well chinese new year eve was great, went out at 11pm n met the peeps (Josh,Jamie,Pearls,YY,Ben,Zhang Fang,Ray,Nel,Abel,Donnie,Donald,who else did i miss out?) for pool and movie (The Last Samurai! which ended at 3am) , and then we went to esplanade to spend the rest of the night before we went back at 6am.

went to agnes house the 1st day n grandma's house the 2nd..

was juz informed that i had to act for the musical drama on 31st

well it was considered quite a success given the limited time

church was really great n Ps Jeff really made the sermon so interesting with his humourous personality

i was really amazed how a plain Jane like me could actually look not so plain on sat..

was supposed to be sleeping "beauty" and complications occured.. became "beauty" and the beast n in the end the costume looked like dorothy in wizard of oz.. some said i looked like alice in wonderland.. but nonetheless

i was "made over"

well.. probably once in a blue moon.. i'm normally juz gonna be a plain Jane

or rather plain Ash

honestly,it was really flattering that he said tt to me

.. but the reason why (yes listen up) i wanna be fat n ugly is tt i wan pple to love me for my inside n not outer appearance of watsoever..

y can't pple juz love me for who i am? i'm sick of it... telling a whole lot of bull crap of having a crush on you when they hav not known you n dumping you after they had enough of u?

nvm

was really stretched the whole of last week.. with lotsa rehearsals, assignments, thesis to worry about and socpsy test. i knew tt i couldn't do it with His strength...

i was soooo tired, i knew i wouldn't have made it without Him.. but when you put Him first, He will never leave you in a lurch..

have a blessed week ahead..