underlying statements
2003-02-21 at 2.00 a.m.

thurs 20th feb

wow, today's a long day man. i'm so tired until i'm actually falling asleep at the comp while tryin to type this.

but something told me to stay up n finish this.

lotsa things happened, yesterday didn't go school. had mc. den something dramatic tragedy happened.. cannot make it. never mind over liao. won't do tt liao. but last nite's mood was sillying foul.

i think it's the cough medicine which is working... or was it my tiredness...

nvm

morning changed plan to nyp. met cat, joyce to go. kang wei actually called me n say he's tagging along . haha he ah. crappy pig.

den we reached liao basically nyp's super not me. then met alot alot of my frens. pri sch, sec sch, JI.

( tt bao wen n khim not bad ah)

den went down to sp, n it's ok not to see jin or kel or whoever cos we were supposed to wander around ourselves.

basically, nothing much but at least got a clearer pic.

den tokked about stuff wif joyce.. ay..

wat to do.. this is the way life goes.

went for cg lo.i lead games.. dot.

i miss bball.

haha the big issue is here. i feel great. juz now he called n told me he's not in a gd mood. apparently his ex's stead's bf called him to scold him tt he tried to snatch her away or something n wat she can't forget him.

he's feeling pek chek cos it's not true.. i tot i should console him and i felt so great! hehe

i was like," relak la, heck care bout him bla bla bla . "

i then realised y i love to listen n help others when they hav a problem. Not tt i'm not sincere in helping them, but it makes my forget my own and i get so engrossed in their problems tt they become mine.

and by the time i come back to my prob, it would be ard there la, but you can't feel it as a prob animore. it's be like kinda gone.

i mean you dun feel it animore, like i was supposed to feel.. oh no wat if she wans to patch up wif him but it juz feels like huh? okie hehe he's feeling better now

den i went on eating my dinner n started binging on yam and yam n yam.

i wasn't exactly hungry cos i had drunk the soup n porridge but i juz wanted to stuff the whole filling bowl of yam down, till the pt i wanted to puke but it's great binging.

n i realised pple do things NOT without a reason.

i mean obviously they had a prob n she cannot forget or keep mentioning about him till her current bf can't stand it or maybe he loves her too much that he called him to scold him or something.

basically u get the idea la.

aniway it's not my prob so the picture is like the 3 of them la huh.

aniway i realised tt we( esp lit students) talked with underlying statements. ya la i noe my lit not very gd la but i do tok tt way. haha.

becos we came across the issue of like .. watever which mentioned about my head getting big.

which is so not true becos it would never get big.

so i juz said i've never thought my head would get big lo.

haha underlying statements.

i shall not spell it out.

aniway i realised i hav underlying actions too.. hehe this is bad...

aniway i'm really very sleepy..

but i really feel gd. i can overcome myself n think of other pple 1st.

great acheivement man!

gd nite man. i will try to stay up as late.. but very hard leh..~?