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still crumbling.. Lord i thank you for loving me.. i really am grateful.thank you for dying on the cross and resurrect.. but right now i really am still very weak. i try so bloody hard, trying to do things to occupy myself, to make myself happy. the drinking session on fri wasn't tt helpful, it did make me more tired n sleepy, why did they stop me from drinking more, i wan to be so dead drunk. i tried to occupy myself on sat too.. but i miserably failed n cried on the bus. yesterday, i packed myself with church, and met up with joyce and shifu. we went to "cha ren" ktv. damn. tt stretch of road. those songs. went on to Cine and watched Firewall with them, zhirong, yao yang n his fren. good i was tired. i chatted with kang wei till 1 plus bathed n went to sleep. I WOKE UP tis morning. nothing helped. i seriously dun wan to resort to tt metal ruler again. i dun wan to. |
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