ASHLEY. if God hasn't and never given up on u.. issit it unfair if u juz give up like tt
2004-08-27 at 11:19 p.m.

really very stressed till i wan to cry out.

seriously i dun think i can do a good job.. so inexperienced at it..

i dun mind doing it if i'm able but i'm not .. but den i remember God doesn't choose the qualified

but He qualifies whom He has choosen

n tt keeps me humble alwiz

becos if i can do everything on my own

i need God for wat

so haha it's true when u're stretched.. ur character grows

n u depend on God not urself..

keeps me to hav a spirit not to complain

juggling with sch work is enough to kill me

i still hav to worry n find time to shepherd my 4 sheeps

as i really wan to see each of them grow

but hello it nids 2 person to work tog.. by right 3.. plus God..

i still hav to worry about whether they hav enuff $ to pay up for tis n tt..

shit i'm damn tired. feel like giving up.

ASHLEY. if God hasn't and never given up on u.. issit it unfair if u juz give up like tt...

Isa 40:30-31