i dun wan to noe
2003-01-17 at 9:50 p.m.

wah so long never update liao.

new timetable up. mon is the longest day n after which i still have piano lesson.

gotta sleep real early on sunday nights.

hmm my whole week in sch basically's super boring. almost every lesson i would fall asleep.

1) too boring 2)too sleepy

eh everynite sleep 4hrs leh!

tues 14th

ame's bd but i guess it's too late to wish her now.

went ktv wif shifu, edeline and bei.

i love singing haha although i sound like a slaughtered chicken.

shifu say we look more than frens..

dot i den wan to say him la. he n edeline so close to getting there liao... =(

guess everyone's in the same mess?

dunno wat to do bout mike. dun think i like him animore. but i juz wan to settle it once n for all.

bei says he wan to disa. i guess onli den i realised.

15th wed

met niza after sch.

fidz was wif her. still so loving both of them. no strings attached but truly love each other. kiss in front of me somemore lol~

shit i am not in her shoes am i?

told niza everything.

... ...

thurs 17th

DOT DOT dun wan to comment on today la.

*peng*

i realli can't help it but to link to my ex.

the same kind of words n actions den.

i guess it's FEAR. fear i dunno how to overcome. guess only time knows how.

phobia, fear, paronoid. watever u name it.

i'm scared.

aniway i enjoyed cg at nite. so fun~

17th fri

in sch. so sleep fell asleep. lunch time go library sleep. Mr VS guy there.

aiya call him zhen la okie. i juz get tis weird feeling tt he kind of like me more den ani other gers but not as in like as a gf way.

tt lai yee alwiz come n tell me he misses me.. dot dot.

watever. small matter.

tt winston acs guy in my class is abit ... he replaced sebastian's seat ( sitting diagonally behind me)

he pulled my hair once, then he very funny, he kelly and i were tokking about tickles n he tried tickling me.

forget it la i not scared one haha..

watever enuff about guys i'm gettin headache~

let's tok about gers. wee kelly's real cute but she's attached.

haiz i hate tis

i wan to go watch mvp liao

bye.

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