you are no longer in my heart
2003-12-26 at 11:42 a.m.

it's christmas again. happy bd jesus..

http://suzuakablur.diaryland.com/christmas.html

tis yr on christmas eve, we (np,rp n di) went carolling

it was the 1st time tt i realised tt there are such rich people even in singapore...

i tot only beso exist in hana yori dango..

i was wrong, should have broadened my view.

been watchin liu xing hua yuan again..

in the mood for it ba.

christmas time..

*shrugs*

anyway we went newton circus for supper after carolling, and who on earth would have thought that i would walk past scgs on christmas eve at 11pm plus.

tt nite, i juz didn't think much, i spend all my energy making a fool out of myself, singing, laming, crapping..

12 plus.. who on earth again.. would have thought tt i would return to tt place..

tt place which i fear.

i remember the times i was there. a kind of feeling came over me, it's no longer misery, no longer despair. but maybe tt kind of.. na shi chen jing de shi le..

it seemed like something so long ago.

i dunno.. is tt place something bad ?

i woke up with a "sprained neck" at charls house

it really hurts

n it's really pissing to spend 47 bucks at the docs

n got so irritated by sis

man. almost cried

siGh. hard earned $.

christmas at lucy's place seems to be less festive.. maybe e kids have grown up..

issit really tt it's no longer the same anymore once people become older?

shi jian hui cong dan yi qie ba. right? God?