long time no sea( so fish die)
2002-01-17 at 2:39 p.m.

sorri dudes n babes reading my diary... i haven been updating it cos my damn comp has crashed ... duh sucky rite.

ya i'm using the damn sch comp which is like got no privacy at all ( u dunno when who will read ur webpage suckers)

well tis past few wks lotsa of things happen lor ... abt tt person i told u,erm i din confess in the end cos ..

erm becos i told u abt the person (refer to past few entries ( christmas eve) i dunno y i juz can't reject ... but i'm still not fanatic about him..

i'm juz like kind of abit interested.. unfair to him?? till now seriously i've got the lesbian stance in me ... i still like gers.. when i'm wif him ( ya i agreed after long time of thinking ... cos i dun wan to experience another hurt.. but no harm trying juz as long as i dun put too much into it rite? ) so m i being too selfish?

yes i was saying when i was wif him .. i dun hav a damn special feeling... i juz felt ok lor .. i mean i still think of "gers".. maybe it's a growing up phrase... ay ...

a person like me who comdemns bgr n dislike guys n totally anti-love

i noe .. i'm disappointed n surprised at wat i am doing .

ok get back to u all .... gtg ...