Is this a joke or am i a joke?
2002-02-06 at 3:02 p.m.

heyoz all ... nono .. my comp's still not back yet... im in lyd's hse thx babe ...

well have quite a few stuff to do catching up on ...

1stly is the F4 concert!! well tell u wat man ... they rock they are really gd!! n finally i get to see Jerry *love* haiz ... i think i better stop hua chi-ing.. but i like jerry so much until i can cry when i miss him ... n i like him to the extent that im willing accept ani of his faults... haiz i dun care how old he is ... i dun treat him as an idol or wat... cos i juz like him as he is ... but he will never never be mine ...

we haven been toking for like 2 wks n not more met up ... alwiz so bz with lots of tests and homework n projects .. but i feel so left out n rejected ... maybe u peeps think i'm juz making a big fuss ... but i dun demand 4 anithin .. juz giv me a call to tell me .. maybe u will tok to me on a certain certain day ...

or is it my fault ? but if u dun tell me anithin which is happening in ur life. .. how m i supposed to care for u .. juz when i tot i will go for it..

i feel like im not worth it . haiz i'm bothered... i dunno wat's left of us ..

u noe .. /P>

cos ... i noe i'm not worth it ... watever ...

.. is i dun hav confidence in myself .