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No one appreciates a vase.. till it broke went to do charity at sun love home today was early for logistics sang many songs with winnie never sang like that for so long i was really displeased with myself but i don't blame them they have no experience but i felt miserable i wouldn't want to be looked at i just had to do something i told them i felt like tearing for the patients God you would wipe every of our tears wouldn't you God you would heal them wouldn't you a guy patient gave me a shock shook my hands, stood up suddenly, "kissed" me on the cheek, sat down and shook my hands again i was shocked for a moment but my heart felt for them i understood their need for other people's love to express thanks but i knew my love and compassion had to grow we only can do our best for just the rare chances looking at them we are blessed but we shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu always complaining about small things upset over certain things take the people and things around us for granted regret when it's too late never treasured our lives living our lives in misery unwilling to change when we have the truth don't do our part in saving the lost souls sitting at the bus stop i stared at the white board. IMH.. i think of the cat i think of e pple i teared the cat..tried to squeeze out of the fence but it couldn't i teared.. cos i couldn't do anything i could feel it's struggle it's need for freedom it's loss.. without her mum i dunno how.. it somehow got out n followed me to e bus stop i teared again.. cos i noe i can't do anything more for it i turned my head away i stared at the white board i read the words i remember the guy in there i related it to the cat i teared secretively issit that the cat represents a part of me? i hope not i'm pretty sick sick of this rollercoaster ride makes me giddy n nauseous but tis ride is going on n on and on the day when it stops is the day i die on the ride i tried my best to keep the ride steady to sit tight n enjoy the breeze but it won't help if the rollercoaster juz goes on going up n down like nobody's business if i let go of my seat belt i will fall from the height n die maybe i will die on the ride if it never stops. there were times the ride was smooth i was so happy but when it starts going down fast it makes me faint [01:05:34] heyyyyy yaaa: that's what rollercoasters do.. [01:05:37] heyyyyy yaaa: they make you sick... [01:05:53] heyyyyy yaaa: yeah. [01:07:22] no one appre: ... [01:07:29] no one appre: ya i noe how u feel [01:07:41] no one appre: u juz dun understand how come it's only kept to frenship [01:07:48] no one appre: tt's y u say things rite [01:08:12] no one appre: den she will juz ans u back things which make u wan to .. not happy wif [01:08:13] no one appre: rite? [01:08:23] no one appre: the ans is not wat u wan but u expected it rite [01:08:30] no one appre: n u feel like u've done alot [01:08:44] no one appre: somehow she's doesn't seem to appreciate or something rite [01:09:38] heyyyyy yaaa: yeah..exactly... [01:09:40] heyyyyy yaaa: haha... [01:09:45] heyyyyy yaaa: couldn't have said it better myself... [01:09:50] no one appre: i understand u noe k**t [01:09:54] no one appre: how u n he feels. [01:10:11] no one appre: tt means i might noe how a****a feels [01:10:14] no one appre: cos i feel a lot. [01:11:18] heyyyyy yaaa: yeah... [01:11:22] heyyyyy yaaa: i guess... [01:11:42] heyyyyy yaaa: so i guess i'm sort of the villain then! since i must have caused to a****a what he's causing to you.. [01:11:52] no one appre: haiz.. [01:11:57] no one appre: it's nobody's fault k**t [01:12:02] no one appre: it's juz.. the way it is.. [01:12:13] no one appre: it's how we try to handle it the proper way now.. [01:13:53] heyyyyy yaaa: i guess... [01:13:55] heyyyyy yaaa: never mind.. [01:13:58] heyyyyy yaaa: life goes on.. [01:14:07] |
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