i will be at your side always, until the day you don't need me anymore
2004-05-03 at 11:24 a.m.

"wo hui yi zhi zai ni shen bian, yi zhi dao ni bu xu yao wo de na yi tian wei zhi"

(i will be at your side always, until the day you don't need me anymore)

yi qian hao xiang you ren zhe me dui wo shuo guo.

(seems like someone said that to me last time)

hai shi na shi wo kan le tai duo dian shi, pang wang you dui wo zhe me shuo er huan xiang

(or issit my immagination after watching too much tv that i yearned that someone will say it to me?)

na ju hua hao xiang zhi you yi ge ren hui na me shuo ba..

(seems that only one person will say that sentence)

dui, zhi you dao ming shi cai hui shou hu zhe zhe yang de hua ba.

(yes, only dao ming shi can keep to such a sentence)

shi shang hai zhen de you zhen ai ma?

(is there really true love in this world?)

yi zhong bu pa wei xin ai den ren er fu chu yi qie, bu pa xi shen, zhi wei ta zhuo xiang de ai, bu guan ta duo me shang hai ni, duo me shi ni nan guo, xin tong, ni duo yuan yi wu yuan wu hui de ai zhe ta?

(a kind of love which you will go all out, you don't mind sacrificing for him, you only consider him instead of yourself, no matter how he hurts you, how he makes you sad and pain, you are still wiling to love him without regrets and complain?)

fan shi shi ren, duo shi zi shi de.

(just as long as one is human, they would be selfish)

ta men bu yuan bi ta ren geng ai dui fang, yin wei pa shou dao shang hai.

(they do not want themselves to love the other party more than themselves, because they are afraid of being hurt.)

ta men ning yuan fang kai, ye bu yuan yi bao zhe hen da de qi wang, yin wei qi wang ye gao, shi wang ye geng da.

(they rather let go, then to hold too much hopes, because the higher the hopes, the bigger the disappoinment.)

ru guo mei ge ren duo bao zhe na zhong zi shi de xin tai, na shui, cai hui zhen zheng de ai ne?

(if everyone holds that kind of selfish thoughts, then who, will truely love?)

wo chen jing kan guo yi bu xi, xi le ta shuo: "zuo nu ren de, yi dan ai shang le mo yi ge nan ren, ju de jing xin jing li qu ai ta.

(once i watched a show, it says," as a woman, once you love a man, you have to learn him all your heart to the best of your ability.)

na wan yi ta bu zai ai ni le ne?

(but what if he loves you no longer?)

na ju kan zhe ban ba."

(then it's up to you.")

na bu shi shuo bu ai ta le, er shi dong de fang shou..

(it's not that you don't love him anymore, but you learn how to let go..)

jie guo xi li de na ge nu shen, wu yuan wu hui de wei ta xin ai de ren shi le...

(but in that show, the woman died for the man she loved without any regrets...)

zhen ai... cun zai ma? wo neng ban dao ma?

(true love... does it really exist? can i really do it?)