Ain't gonna
2003-09-30 at 9:20a.m.

Nothing special happened last whole week except that i watched 2 movies!

wed 24 sept

it was matthew cg where we initially wanted to go KBox but i guess the peeps n $ ain't enough so we decided to go for movies (Jeepers Creepers 2 - not scary enough )

I sighed as i went back to the place where we first met.

25 sept thurs

what a weather today..

felt bad about leaving first when they needed to write script but i've aledi gotten the ticks for Turn Left Turn Right... nice show but it ain't have much effects on me .. haha not anymore?!

sun 28 sept

it's water bap for germs and we all went to support her...

livi prayed for my anointing..

ah. it's not gonna be easy but "take care of my flock.."

so here i am.

mon 29 sept

i'm quite scared. sometimes i have sudden outburst of emotions which are uncontrollable without any rhyme or reason.

like when i saw ben i juz went hysterical. but there's nothing going on..

i think i'm a little pyschotic..

i'm proud of myself. i finally apologised to gerald. my sis said juz as long as you have a little fault, apologise your part. do what is right in the eyes of God. dun care about the other party. and thanks to ben too, he told me ultimately we have to account to God, for bearing a grudge against your brother..

and so i did apologise, and he doesn't seem too happy about it still..

i mean i dun understand y but no matter wat i do he will never seem happy about it.

Never mind, he put me down, he was so sarcastic but it's okie..

God help me grow in love and patience! no matter wat he says i'm not going to quarrel with him anymore.. try to insult me scold me i dun care anymore!

though it hurts... =~( but God comfort me! =)

ain't gonna let u get ur way gerald.

Read the importance of time..

To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE-SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.