She,
2002-07-15 at 8:25 p.m.

Felt so sleepy the whole day

was in a super foul mood

Felt ultimately depressed like a loser Grr, sorry for the stinking attitude

Can't help it

just felt like being stuck in quicksand

Hopeless, helpless

maybe she should just quit school.

______

She

She is like a newborn child

Helpless and defenceless

She is like an abandoned child

Alone and afraid

She is like a child without hopes

Too hardened to pity even herself

She tries hard to be like others

But she never does.

She's too bad for anything

She is drowning and suffocating herself

Except for the times

When the water is shallow

When a float comes near

She becomes a rebellious adolesence

But still unable to fend for herself

She is independant yet feeble

She longs to be something

But she is denied of it

In the end

She just floats along with the rest

Not knowing what she is doing

What is happening

She's lost.

��Copyright@Suzu