withered rose
2006-04-11 at 10:57 a.m.

i hate sleeping. i hate waking up.
because these are the times where i feel like dying.

i'm sorry my friends.
i've tried really hard to be happy.
i tried my best.

but ashley has died.
she juz went on doing things
occupying herself with one thing and another without any meaning

living like a living zombie
a robot.
she doesn't have the strength anymore

when she departs. pls remember the old ashley. her favourite flowers. red roses...
to be surrounded around her.